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| 上個月從英國打來的長途電話phone interview, 在45分鐘結束了 表現和feedback都蠻好, 但, 最後都是沒有結果了. 其實那天我也知道, 他需要我3月30號必須親自到英國做final assessment, 不能出席機會就等於放棄. . . 最後, 還是收到不開心的信 真的不開心了一段日子, 連上線在這留言的意欲也沒有 難道真的要我放棄嗎? 我其實好想說, 現在工作的生活真的不愉快 不是工作不開心 對於現在負責的工作性質, 自由空間, 信任程度都蠻好, 同事對我都很好, 聽下去好像已好得不得了, 朋友要是看到我還在慨嘆不開心不滿意, 想必你們一定想駡我, 對吧!? 但是, 好多事情我真的沒說出來, 其實. . . 我真的從每天早上都不快樂 我是一個給自己超級大工作壓力的人, 壓力, 要求, 緊張令我真的透不過氣. . . 週一至週五, 工作天, 我把自己壓到很辛苦, 令自己變得很自閉, 很不像自己; 週末, 唯一兩天令我可做回真正自己, 可以發洩, 可以裝可愛, 可以撒嬌, 可以找人傾訴 但是, 我發現根本做不到 我發覺我真的很差勁 | | |
| I have a telephone interview this thur March 22, 2007 (Thu) UK time: 3:15pm / HK time: 11:15pm rwe Group nPower HR Graduate am i supposed to receive the call even i'm abroad now? anyway, will prepare for it | | |
| if i'm not having a bit free time tonight, i won't visit my own xanga, not even my frds when i just came here, i donno i haven't been here for 2 months!!! these 2 months. . . many many things happened. . .many things are changing too just went to christine's xanga, i have exactly the same feeling as her since returned from the uk, i got no motivation to write diary here. . . more than 3 months. . . i don mean i'm still not adaptable my life here in hk now, but. . . maybe i'm reli too busy, and maybe this xanga brings me too many memories in uk, this is my diary at uk too but actually, i'm much better last and this month. . . though we haven't really put the things on the table for discussion, but we have a frank talk once, and, the most importantly, we have had lots of funs and romance these weeks short-term goal: trip to sun & beach, to japan, to uk. . . a job overseas after completion of this contract. . . | | |
| 仲有一個禮拜, 我就番英國啦 原來咁快已經番左屋企2個月, 新工都番左1個半月啦. . . 回想比起岩岩番黎既幾個星期, 而家雖然已經適應番0係自己屋企, 做野既生活 (其實只不過係離開左1年, 成日搞到自己好似走左好耐咁!! ) 始終, 上1年係我咁大個女最難忘既1 年, 而且發生左咁多事, 我真係好掛住好掛住0個度一個人既生活. . . 坦白講, 從番黎屋企11月1日到而家, 心入面一直期待住下個星期0個日既來臨 琴晚, 訓0係床上面, 遲遲都未訓得著 我將上年成年發生既事重頭諗左一次 住既Leicester, 住既hall, 識既人, 讀既U, 收既禮物, 信, 包裹, 去既地方, 去既旅行, 探我既朋友們, 住既house, 開心既, 甜蜜既, 痛苦既, 喊既, 唔捨得既 下個禮拜, 好開心爸爸媽媽同我一齊去, 參加我第二次既畢業典禮, 戴第二次既四方帽 雖然只有8日咁多, 我相信會過得好開心 無論呢8日之後會點樣. . . | | |
| not updating for half a month again. . . Dec 16, 2006 (Sat) - Dec 22, 2006 (Fri) start having "glasses life", feel reli extremely tired with glasses especially during work. . . a v busy working week. . . system upgrade, UAT, mock conversion, merger briefing still, had a v enjoyable department x'mas party , nice colleagues. . . nice food. . .nice prize =p Dec 23, 2006 (Sat) an examination for lasik eye operation in the morning, reserved and will have the operation on Jan 2 Jan 24, 2006 (Sun) DISNEYLAND at x'mas eve we took over 500 pics. . . so pretty. . . Jan 2, 2007 (Tue) 終於做左lasik, 15分鐘左右就做完, 原來都唔係好驚 休息左成日, 仲有爸爸媽媽放假服侍. . . Jan 3, 2007 (Today) 覆完診, 醫生話非常好, 0 度近視0 度散光 多謝mami俾我既生日禮物  should be becoz of the eyes, my mood is v good today. . . | | |
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